I say:

220.

2012-02-03T21:03:00.001+08:00

Hello. Finally another week has ended. Awaiting for weekend. Need my rest v badly. :/ tahan awhile more.

Proj and presentation is driving me crazy. Another 11days is Valentine's Day. Wanna see my babyboy so bad. Miss him. Im planning to work from 22-27th. Anyone have jobs to introduce? Comment and lemme knw ok? Thank you.

Just some ugly and random photos of me. I was too bored and was gg crazy from doing proj. Ahahaha

Love DTHL. As much as always.
Okay, bye! X

215.

2012-01-29T23:40:00.001+08:00

Hello readers,

Today is 人日。So happy birthday everyone. :] anyone Lou hei today? Cos I didn't. Meh, but on a side note I get to eat tang yuan today! (actually not yet, waiting for my stepma to come back and cook) but guess wad?

I RECEIVE BABY'S LETTER TODAY! I realize his letter always comes on special days. Like on all our anniversary! Heheh! Feels like heaven to get his letter. His the first guy/person I've ever send letters to in my whole life. I didn't even believe the postman will really be so efficient to work la. Ok, now I believe. Hehe!

So... His letters was sweet. Cannot share. Cos it's for me. But he said smth which I must agree! He said "PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK YOU FOR OPINION AND IN THE END USE YOUR NAME TO BAD MOUTH YOU. YOU GOT TO LEARN TO PROTECT YRSELF MORE EVEN WHEN YOU TREASURE FRIENDSHIP" -okay, sounds like I'm shouting cos I wrote it in caps. But actually I just want to emphasize on this.

Some pple don't deserve to be treated as friends. They shld be treated as TRASH. Which they are to me. NOW. Why? Cos this kind of pple have no shame. Always asking for opinions and all. Ask me how? I tell them how (cos I'm straightforward) and then they go back to the person (the one they wanted me to comment about) and say and play all kinds of stuns. Blame it on me and all. YOU KNW WHO YOU ARE YA. IF YOU'RE READING THIS. I GOT SMTH FOR YOU. "I HOPE YOUR BLOODY MOUTH ROTS TILL YOUR TONGUE DROPS OUT" !

Ok, sorry!! I knw I shldnt be doing this. But I'm still very pissed off with this kind of pple. And I really pity those pple who believes in their lies. But blame it on yrself. Not me.

Let's skip tht part. So, I visited baby on 28th(ytd) and it's so good to see him. Smiling and all. :) so cute! Our next visit is on 14th feb. So to all those couples out thr, I got smth to say "I ALSO GOT DATE HOR" ahahahaha :p and he requested that I visit him on 16th feb ALONE w/o his daddy. Cos it's our v special day. Will let you all knw :') AHHHHH. Couldn't wait.

This year CNY was so-so. I didn't celebrate so my angpao and my wallet very flat. Who wan gimme angpao can just deposit into my acct. :) just another 2more weeks before I end sch. Then one more paper on the 21st den I'll be FREE. End of year 2. Hohoho!!

I'm so happy that I'm gonna fly. I miss my baby so much. Still waiting. It's been 7mths++ nth can change my mind from waiting. Some pple knw that David can affect my mood alot. So they tend to say things like "Slowly wait for your boyf la" to try and hurt my feelings. But no! I'll just have to say "At least you're not blind to see that I'm waiting. I will SLOWLY WAIT one. Cos i can't rush time. Neither can you :) "

Too many jealous & bitchy pple arnd alrdy. I'm being nice to reply them in a sarcastic way instd of "FK YOU, YOU WHR NOT HAPPY? GIVE YOU WAIT I THINK YOU LESS THAN A MTH RUNAWAY LA HOR." :x but I've change. Shldn't be so mean. :/

Neh, back to sch tmrw. Just have to tahan another 2weeks. Hope I can do well for this sem just like last sem. This way I got chance to ask baby for extra present alrdy :p hoho!

Anw, I pack my cupboard. Threw away too many clothes alrdy. And i went Amara Hotel to celebrate CNY last week. Shall end here. Thanks for reading if you read from top to bottom. :)

Photos not in order.

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2012-01-26T02:52:00.001+08:00

Hello. Gonna do just a short post before I go to bed. It's 2:42am. Need get up by 7:30am... I doubt I can wake up. But I've got no choice tmrw. By hook or by crook, I've gotta force myself up for sch. Having Japanese role-play exam. :( wish me luck pple.

Skipped school today~ couldn't wake up. Since exam timetable is out, I doubt I'll get debarred from any exams right? Hope not :/ anw. It's still the CNY season now. But, honestly speaking. There is nth special this year. I've got no CNY mood or feel at all. Isit cos baby's not here? Or isit just me? I'm not sure.

But I'm sure I've been missing my babyboy. Come back fast baby, we have many things yet to do. ;) always loving you baby. Shall turn in now.

Pictures.. Not in order. Enjoy, goodnight. X

Happy 11th Monthsary!

2012-01-16T01:03:00.001+08:00

It's been 202days w/o you by my side. Its amazing how long we both held on. I can't say it's a very long time. But again, 202days isn't very short. I'm happy that we both are still tightly bonded & still persisting. Thanks for trusting me, don't worry! I'll not let you down and do you wrong. :) I'm very lucky and of cos very blessed to have you in my life. Eventhough you're not by my side. I'm sure you & I are always thinking about one another. I love you alot my babyboy. Have a lil bit more patience okay? I'm sure we'll be by each other side soon! Always missing you. Muacks!

16feb2011. DavidTHL.

187.

2012-01-02T03:09:00.001+08:00

Hello my readers. I think I got none. But still, Happy New Year pple! I really hope 2012 will be better than 2011. I visited my babyboy on the last day of 2011. And then I celebrated the last day of 2011 @ Charles house counting down with my girls. BBQ too. Had a fun but damn tiring day. Day made when I saw baby David :B

Shall head to bed now.

Missing my dearest boy. Time pls pass as fast as possible? :')

End off with my picture. LOL.

185.

2011-12-30T03:04:00.001+08:00

This post is for my younger sister Geraldine. Really hope she will feel better in time to come. Just knw that everyone in the family wants the best for you and love you. Everything will get better.

1more day before I can see baby. Sooooo excited!!!! Couldn't wait. Really wonder if he wanna see me too! ;( I miss him. Needa go get him magazine or smth. Anyone knw whr to get nice postcards? Promise him to send in. But I nvr cos I couldn't find the time. I'm so sorry baby! Sorry! I love you still. As much as always. :)

Photos taken ytd. Met one of our ex classmates with my girls. So good to see her and catch up with her. Hope there will be more meetings. Goodnight all. X

I hope things will get better for everyone.

180. MERRY XMAS

2011-12-25T15:43:00.001+08:00

As promised, I'll blog more often since I have this blogger app! I'm here wishing everyone Merry X'mas & a Happy new year!

I'm staying home today. Went out last night to watch Alvin & the chipmunks. It was gooood! Super cute chipmunks!
Rating: 4/5

Played pool before that. After movie went over to Orchard Plaza to wait for my Dad to come pick me up than home. Slpt around 4, 4plus? Only just got up at 3pm. I must be super tired.

X'mas would have been better if Baby David is around. Ending off with X'mas pictures.

(not in order. Somehow idk how to sort using this app)

179.

2011-12-24T03:51:00.001+08:00

Hey! It's 4am and I'm still lying wide awake. Was browsing apps store and had just downloaded blogger into my phone. Trying it now. It's actually much better than the previous apps that I've been using to blog.

Hopefully I see an enter here. This blogger also allows me to upload my photos! :) so much better. If this works, im so gonna blog more often. Heh!

Here's a photo of me to end off. Nights! X

I'd always be your babygirl, baby- David. <3

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2011-12-23T21:28:00.001+08:00

Hello. Tmrw is 24th which is Xmas eve alrdy. Don't think I'll be celebrating Xmas this year. Just wanna be alone, stay home & slp :) gonna visit bibi on the 31st! Last day of the year. I hope time pass faster for me and baby. So packed with project. Holiday is not even holiday for me at all! Stress. Missing baby :( he shld be missing me too! I hope this year sem 2 hurry end fast. I hope year 3 will be better. I'd rather attachment than project.. :( haiy. Really wan to talk to someone damn badly. But he is not here. I'll wait for him to come back. :) always loving my baby David. So much.

171. HAPPY 10monthsary BABYBOY

2011-12-16T16:52:00.001+08:00

Hi, I'm super tired. But SUPER happy today! Today is my 10th mths tgt with my baby David. And today is the start of my 2weeks hols. And what's better than gg home receiving baby's letter after sucha long day filled with presentation? :) I treat the letter as my 10mths present from baby. Haha, such a sweet letter with him wishing me "happy 9th monthsary" no one knows how I feel. If I say I'm happy, who knows how happy I am. Hahahahah! Okay. I'm going crazy. I really miss baby David so much! Really need a hug. He said I'm his pillar of support. Actually. He is my pillar of support. I'm waiting for this strength of mine to come back to me. It's gonna be very soon right? It will be. I'm gonna wait for you yes. :) always loving you.

162.

2011-12-07T20:42:00.004+08:00

Back to blog with pictures.

Have been very sick for the past 3days. Down with Flu, Cough and Sore throat. Fever the following day. Follow by a slight asthma attack. But im fine now :) Feel slightly better. Going to school tmrw. Missed my AWS practical test on Tuesday. Hope the retest wont be anytime soon? But is there any retest in the first place? Im a damn fail student.

Im super happy to receive Baby's letter today. Every single letter brightens up my day. Gonna reply his letter later on tnight. :) Missing him as always

Change my iphone to Pink! Hehe. Nice not? Its actually sticker ($10) paste on top of my screen protector. The side is my glow-in-the-dark bumper casing that baby bought for me quite awhile ago.

Made Baby a bday card. Have alrdy mailed it quite long ago. I wonder if he has receive it alrdy or not. :( Hope he does and hope he likes it! Hehe.

One side of Zoey's sunglass came out because of a watermelon.

Went to TGIF for Eliza's bday. I only like this chocolate ice-cream brownie.

W/o fringe. HAHA

Trying to act like someone. How? Nice not?

Im damn sick and tired. Really want to slp. Tmrw got Japanese Oral test. :( Tmrw got my ITIPJ 5% assessment. Hope i pass.

Everyday is a day nearer to Baby. Miss him so much. Really want to see him soon. Another 6days before i visit him. :( Feel like hugging him. Need to cheer up. Time will pass fast! Okay, goodnight. X

156.

2011-12-01T20:04:00.001+08:00

Hello December! Last month for year 2011. Really hope it'll turn out better than the rest. Hope it'll be good for everyone too! :) another 12days to see baby David again, can't wait! 我很想他. Having a life, just the 2 of us will be great. Free from other pple's problem, rumours and more. A little more patience will do. Hurry back to my side alright? :) there is still a long way ahead with you & for all my girls. Love them very much. As much as I love myself. hehe. That's all for now! Goodnight!

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2011-11-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

Hello! I just type out a whole chunk of words only to get canceled because some random Aunty called my phone.l. Nvm.. Tmrw will be exactly 5mths of waiting for my babyboy. Missing him so much. Haven seen him for 3weeks. Only getting to see him 2days ltr. This coming Saturday. So happy, I've got so much to update him. I had my Japanese test today. Haha. Tmrw is software engineering test. Which is cfm cannot make it one. So fml. Usually I'll just give up and go to bed. Next day try my luck in sch and amazingly pass my paper. But this time I'm not gg to count on my luck. Gonna try memorize and understand. David always say "you put in effort and work hard cfm can one" miss him nagging at me. Haha. And I've deleted 2pple off my life. Nth but extra pple who only look for you after they have no one or dunno how to solve problem. Total waste of time. I dunno why I can be bothered. But I've learn to be smarter. IGNORE THEM. :) So pls don't call me up. I bet you both knw who you are. If you don't? Den sad for you. Too bad. Nth but trouble one. Anw, for those who ask me to slowly wait for my David. I WILL :) When he comes out, I can gladly proclaim in my blog "IN YOUR FUCKING UGLY MFKING FACE" just wait. Getting abit angsty. Saturday hurry come. :( okay. Bye-bye. Love baby David. X.

141.

2011-11-16T21:44:00.001+08:00

Happy 9th monthsary to David and me :) ytd was his birthday. I'm still quite sad becos I don't get to celebrate with him. I just wish I am there for him. Had always been waiting. This 4mths gg 5mths just let me realize one thing. He is the only one that will truly be there for me when I need him. I'm gg to hold on till he gets out before I crumble. I'm tired. Very tired. Loving My babyboy always. Always. No one can change that. I'll prove all those who dint believe that I'll wait, wrong. Loves.

11/11/11

2011-11-12T01:31:00.001+08:00

Hi. Decided to do a short post. Today was a long and hectic day for me. Firstly I had to wake up early and go to school. School lasted till about 4pm. Train down to work right after I end school. Work from 5-12am. I'm super tired. Tmrw I've got to work again. 5 to probably about 10pm? Anw. I missed the first 11/11/11 in the morning. I'm not superstitious. Just wanted to make a wish like everyone. Who knws? So I wasn't sad missing the first one. I was so busy at work and when I finally get to rest. I took out my phone and the time was exactly 11:11pm. Omg. I hurriedly make some wishes. Basically, it's for everyone to be happy. Yupp. And of cos. For my baby David early release :) missing and loving him as much as always. X

130.

2011-11-06T01:34:00.001+08:00

Went to work today. Work for only 5hrs. Before working I went to bugis to shop around. Hahaha. Spend $40 on clothes and $10 for my phone skin. Cheap only. Happy with my buy. I promise my babyboy that I'll not spend too much money but seems like I can't stop shopping. Guess I'm too bored. When ie got nth to do. I just want to spend my money~ gotta limit myself. I'm missing my babyboy so much. Next visit on the 26th! Can't wait. Time pls fly!!!! :( that's all for now. & I think I should add this sentence before leaving. SCHOOL SUCKS LIKE HELL. Too many projects alrdy. Sucks. Okay. Bai ! X

123.

2011-10-29T16:03:00.002+08:00

I'll always remember you my dearest friend.

You're someone who was always there for me. Yet, i wasnt there for you. Deepest regret. Love you, Sandeep the turnip. R.I.P

119.

2011-10-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

Some picture to liven up my bloggy :)

Celebrated Marion Bday at Haji Lane. Went to shesha.

Zoey design the cake for our beloved Mario.

My dearest Zoey's new hair colour.

Claudia & Blind mice.

My eyes become damn small when i smile. Very ugly. Wearing Zoey's sunglasses! Hehehe. So cute right. Feeling so bored the whole day.................................

Having cramps. Feel like dying man. Okay, Bye.

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2011-10-24T20:12:00.001+08:00

Hi all, it's already the second week of school sem 2. I really want to do well because I promise my bby David that I'll study hard. And of cos work hard for myself. But sometimes some things really cock up. Like your group. When you're not allowed to choose. Fyl. There is so many things to do yet so little time. Work, school, project. I might be quitting my job and just focus on studying. Anw, I can't really get along with some pple at my workplace. Yeah. And given my temper. It's better to leave. Less trouble is better for me now. I promise David I'll change and behave :) hehe. So I will. That's all for now. Xo. Loving him and still waiting for him. Miss him so much :(

111.

2011-10-17T01:24:00.001+08:00

Happy 8mths to you Baby David ytd. Hahaha! Yes. 8mths alrdy. No matter where are you or how long it's gonna be. I'm waiting for you to come out. hurry Kay!! Hahaha. My year 2 sem 2 starts now. I need to pull up my socks. Like damn high to study hard. Wont wan to regret next time. And I love you, mr David. Hmm. Okay!! Goodnight all. X

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2011-10-12T03:20:00.001+08:00

Visited David for the 6th time. Hahaha. This time it was different. Becos I felt useless for not being able to be there for him. Couldn't do anything when he was feeling so stressed up and all. all I hope is for him to come out ASAP. And of cos. Hope he really change. Which i can say he is trying his best :) always my good boy. Love him very much. Hope he comes out fast. He needs me. I need him more. ;) goodnight all. X

100.

2011-10-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

Hey all. I've been working at Joo Chiat in this restaurant called Shi Wei Tian (食唯天) It is a Asian restaurant that sells mostly Chinese Cze Char food. The food there is good and tasty. Everyone shld try. It's worth your money kay! :) Im not kidding. If i say it's nice it means its nice. Lol. Okay, i feel like some kind of promoter-.-

Anw, job is quite okay for me. Im working ltr on. I've been working weekdays. Haven't try weekends. Kinda scared i might screw things up.. Bored..

Today is the 100th day that David is not here with me :( Srsly, i miss him like some fool. I really want to see him and be there for him. Feel like hugging him. Never miss someone so badly before. This is true story kay. Taking an off on Tuesday, going to visit him before school starts for me. My girls might be going down to my work place to eat and chill there.

Hope no changes. I dowan to spend my off day staying home to slp. Needa change my body clock back like damn badly.. :(

Love my David Bby. Always. 16022011.

98.

2011-10-04T02:54:00.001+08:00

Blogging now w my iPhone. It's 2:49am now. Actually. If I don't miss David now. I wouldn't be here blogging. Another week before I can get to see him. Really want to see him so badly before my sch start. I miss him so much. ;( everyday I'm waiting. And I know it's worth it. Just hope he is doing fine. Praying hard for him to get program. I'm working to earn some cash and also to make time pass faster for me. Everyday work and make myself tired den head home, watch abit of my shows and then slp. And hope the next day will be faster. That's my plan now to get over my holiday without David. ;( only if he was here. Goodnight. X

93.

2011-09-29T11:01:00.001+08:00

Wth. I went to edit my post 89 w my phone and *BAM* all my photos gone. Arghhhhh. Angry! I'm lazy to look for all the photos and upload it. Anw, I receive my baby david's 4th letter today. Happy. & quite sad. But it's okay. I hope everything will turn out fine once his out. Really need him by my side. I wait for him not becos I wanna prove him or anyone that I'm faithful. I wait becos the feeling for him is there even if there is a change in his in any way. Gonna end here. Heading back to bed now. X

89.

2011-09-26T04:42:00.007+08:00

It's 4.55am now. Im not feeling the least tired at all -.-" Screwed up body clock. Gotta change it back asap before school starts. Anw, i went for the F1(sun) and the atmosphere is good. Haven't upload any pictures yet. I took a few only. The crowd is too big. And three-quarters are all angmohs. So whenever i want to take photos or videos, i gotta raise my hands up super high which makes me very tired.. So a few photos will do.. I went for the Linkin Park concert after the F1. The security there sucks to the core. Whatever it is, i managed to get in and got quite near to the stage!! Super happy! :) Okay, gg to have a short update about my actual bday. I spent my actual bday by first visiting David and then with my girls. Simple celebration which is very contenting. Hehe. So, I woke up v early to see David. It was all worth it. Really miss him alot after that. I went over to Claudia hse celebrate thr. My girls cooked for me! Hahaha, if you ask if im honoured. Yes, i am. Hoho. Was playing tetris. That day i was quite sad too. Becos i wish David was there but yeah.. Alone playing tetris, dunno why i'm smiling. Lol.. Haha, i got burn by the candle wax. Sad that Najla had to leave early. Siti was in JB. Zoey was taking this picture. So you cant see the 3of them. Making a wish, like i say. I make the same wish this year. Blowing the candle. Do you notice anything? HAHA. The 1 is placed wrongly. Lol. Anyway, i had fun that night. :) Although I was abit emo but ya. I thank them for wadeva they've done for me. Love them alot becos they are always the ones who will be there for me. Always. Just like David. If he was there i bet he will be the one cooking for me too! He always does that. Hmm, hopefully next year he will be able to do so? I hope. :) A happy picture for you. Goodnight all. X I miss having you by my side to listen to all my nonsense. Last hols you were there for me. This hols im alone. :'( Feel like giving you a hug now. Miss you bby.

87.

2011-09-24T02:40:00.007+08:00

Hi, im using my younger bro's desktop to update this. Another 4 more days before i can get to visit my baby. Anyway, i had fun today. Went for an interview in the morning. hopefully i can get the job. Went back home to rest for awhile before heading down to Tampinese Ikea to meet the rest for some Ikea meatballs!

The rest are:

Pierre, Perri, Jie, Charles, Zoey, me, Eliza & Claudia.

HAHAHA. All blind in the photo. So, i ordered 10 meatballs and 2chicken wings there. Still wasnt full because that was my only meal... :( Damn sian. Think about it, now im hungry! :( Dunno if i shld go slp after this post or go cook some maggie noodles. After ikea we went to buy cigg at Giant then took a short walk to the bus stop before heading home.

Wrote my letter for Mr. David alrdy. Love him so much. Really wanna see him badly. :( Even though im out with my friends which include guys doesn't mean that i forget him alright. I will not go out with my guy friends alone w/o my girls. And i write and tell him everything that happen and what i do today etc. Guys or no guys i still tell the truth. So, don't judge just cause i smile in every picture. hehe.

HAHA. This is now my new Facebook profile picture. The specs belongs to my dear Zoey! So cute right! :) Think im going to go to bed now. Will try to wake up slightly earlier to meet the rest for lunch @ Chinatown, follow by Pool @ Lucky Plaza & then Dinner @ Newton.

Okay, Goodnight all. X

My mind is set even if things will not be the same as before.

LoveyoumrDavid.

86.

2011-09-22T04:35:00.009+08:00

Hey, i've just change my background to just a simple colour and my pictures. Hehe. I wanted the background to be white. But i dunno how to change it. Sorry. Noob here. Anyway, since im always staying up late and have nth to do. I guess i shld just blog more often? Yeah. That means more emo post! Hahaha. Okay, joking. Im gonna post with pictures up hopefully k. So im gonna talk about my 18th bday celebration with my NYP classmates today.

It was simple, yet it feel fulfilling. I dunno why. But it could have been better if my Baby David was thr eh? :) Oh well, at least i get to see him. Im gonna post some pictures up.

So, it wasn't a surprise la.

We went to this place called Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant @ Vivo. The food there is like Hong Kong Cafe. Maybe cos they're both from Hong Kong? HAHA. Who knows. Okay, i abit angry. Dunno which toot take my face till like this. The picture on top is really -.- but nvm. Ltr got prettier one.

Order this drink called the yingyang. Its smth like coffee with milktea. Very nice to drink! For the food i cannot rmb what i ordered. So sorry. Anyway, the service there is very good. (Y) thumbs up. It's like you change your orders 10times they also okay one.

After eating, i was wondering what they were waiting for, i was so full and needed to get up and go walk for awhile. This SzeAn must have said smth stupid. Because i only give this kind of face to pple who say stupid things. HAHA.

So then, some waitress brought out this cake. If im not wrong they bought it from awfully chocolate. Haha, this piece of cake was a surprise!

So, as you can see the guys are the ones who are very zilian one. So they cfm ask the waitress there to take photo for us. So here you go, there is Raniel, Sares, me, SzeAn and Eugene.

One candle. But its better than having 8 more candles on this small piece here right! :)

Making a wish was good. Make me believe that my wish might come true. So basically, i wished for 3 things. One, for everyone arnd me to be happy & healthy. Two, i wish my David can get early release. Three, I wish my studies will be better than before & that i earn lotsa money! :D

Okay, DUNNO WHICH TOOT TAKE THIS TOO.

Took a photo w the cake before it gets cut!

Haha, the cake was good! But i was too full so i only had one piece.

So after eating, we're all happy pple. All full of smiles. Haha, it was arnd 8plus which was still early so we walked over to USS side. At the same time get our food digested.

Okay, must give this ming xin some credit. Recognize him? He acts in 'On the Fringe 2' the guy name "Anthony" Lol. I was trying to act like one of his fans! HAHA. Act shy & innocent.

Eugene was our photographer of the day. Therefore he is not seen in most of the pictures.

Guess who took this photo? HAHA. Some damn friendly angmoh woman. She offered to help us take even though we didnt ask. Damn nice can! I think we can't find such nice pple in Singapore. Lol. No offence. But it's true what. Because when a Singaporean (eg. Me) go over and offer to help you & your friends take photo, y'all will be thinking "Siao one ah" and no one wants to be called Siao. Correct?

Eugene wanted to test his camera flash so, here. He tested on me. Not bad uh? Haha, talking abt me not the flash hor :x

See this star, never maintain his image one. He was trying to show me a jump shot. But he look retarded! LOL. So, we slack around and chat abit. I talked about David of cos. Really miss him so much. :( Even till now. 5 more days before i can see him. Change date to 27th. Not 24th. Haven seen him for abt 3weeks. Really wonder how he is doing.

It's 5:33am now. Guess i'll end off now. Goodnight all. X

How i wish i can turn back time. I'd treasure the time left for us.

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2011-09-19T05:23:00.002+08:00

Hi pple. I'm so freaking bored. I need a job man. Hmm. Gotta go hunt for job. I miss David alot. So many days nvr see him alrdy. Waiting for our next visit. :) around 5 more days. Jiayou!

70.

2011-09-06T15:04:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone. I'm having my hols now. I haven find any job yet. Actually I got accepted for 2 jobs. But I've turn them down. So I'm currently looking for other jobs. 3days ago was my bday. Went to visit my baby. He is fine :) was so happy that he wished me happy birthday. Was close to tears but I had to control. If I cry, he wouldn't feel good too ya. I'm still waiting for you baby. ;) always love you. Finally 18! Hahaha. Okay bye.

55.

2011-08-22T04:50:00.001+08:00

Hello. It's 4:45am. I'm still up. Just finish my notes for my DBMS exam. So tot of resting awhile. Haven blog for a few days. Visited baby 2days ago. He seems much cheerful during that visit. Makes me happy. V happy. :) ytd.. I'm freaking sad. I post 2batch of letters. I forgot to include stamp and my returning email. I dunno if they'll send for me. If not baby will not get my letters. I am damn sad! Arghhhh. But I can blame no one except myself.. Hmm. Okay that's all for today. I'm missing DTHL alot. 我还在等你。

6th monthsary

2011-08-16T03:14:00.001+08:00

Hello baby boy. Although you wun get to see this but ya. Happy 6th mths Tgt. I'm still waiting for you. Love you w all my heart. Mwah! Hurry come back to me. Missing you deeply.

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2011-08-13T01:54:00.001+08:00

Today I dint go to sch. Study brk alrdy. I'm not even making good use of the time to study. Hai. Gonna fail. I miss David so much. ): really so badly. Time will slow pass. All I can do is hope it'll pass faster for him. Hope he behaves and take good care of himself for me. Love you bi. Always waiting.

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2011-08-09T00:32:00.001+08:00

I'm waiting for you to come back. Why is time passing so slowly? Everyday it's either sch or home. But I'm okay w it. Exams are arnd the corner. No time left. Omg. And I'm sick. Such a nice timing eh? Bi..... ): of all time you're not here. I miss you. Always waiting.

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2011-08-04T19:21:00.001+08:00

Exams are coming yet I can't start studying for any of my papers yet. All because of the freaking ebapj project. My gpa has been dropping. It's making me unhappy. I gotta try to score for this sem's exam man. Cannot give up. Above all these, I'm missing baby David alot. Really wanna see him. Haiy. Hope time will pass faster for him. Day by day. I hope he wun think too much and behave inside. That'll be the best gift from him to me for waiting. ;) love baby.

33.

2011-07-31T14:50:00.001+08:00

Today. I'm not feeling well. Whole body aching. Burning. Throat is super pain and itchy!!! Gonna have fever. Feel so damn bad. Went down to see if I got letter. But in the end dun have any. ;(( sad.

30.

2011-07-28T23:13:00.001+08:00

Everyday I'm missing you. And I knw I'm missing you more than anyone is right now. Wish you were here w me. Wish you were here to spend time w me. Everything about you, us. It just keep coming back at me. Causing me to feel hurt. I love you mr. David. Alot.

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2011-07-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

Hi... :) hahaha. I'm lying on my bed typing this. Sooooo bored now. I am missing DTHL alot now. Must be slping alrdy. School tmrw. Suck core. Hate it. I wish time will pass faster than ever. I'm so bored!!! Hate sch. Gonna get my exam timetable in like half an hr time. Need start studying hard alrdy. Like really study. Cos I promise mr David that I'll study hard and takecare. Will keep that promise :) loving him always. Gnight!

face to face.

2011-07-12T19:44:00.001+08:00

I'm suppose to be v happy today. I am. But I'm also sad. I dunno why but I miss you more than ever. I'm gonna start practice for my practical now. Gonna study hard myself. I hope you can see the change in me the next time we get to see each other alright? I'm not as strong as the past. I brk down v easily. Ill try to be strong becos you ask me to. For you.

miss you so much

2011-07-06T20:34:00.001+08:00

Baby, how have you been? It has been a week since you've gone in. Have you been good? Are you behaving? I've got so much to tell you and ask you. I've been waiting for your letter. Baby, I've been good. Gg back home after sch and all. Rmb wad we promise each other? That we'll take this time to change? Yes. I've been trying v hard. Just that you can't be here to witness it. Sch has been fine for me. Just tht projs are piling up and the same thing. I dunno anything at all. Guess I'll have to do a last min kinda of work agn. I'll change this pt too Kay. Wad abt you? Have you been eating, slping and exercising? :) you said you'll come out a fit man. Haha. We'll see. This whole week I've been thinking of my actions last time. I knw you did everything you can to make me happy. You were always thr for me. It's just me uh. Not doing anything and blaming you over the smallest thing. Everytime I think abt this, I'm full of regret. And I knw I can't do anything now. I'll just have to wait. I'll prove to you and everyone Kay. I'm serious. I'll be good and takecare of myself. You too Kay. Looking forward to your letters and visiting day. I love you. And of cos I'm missing you. Baby, I'm waiting.

time.

2011-06-29T02:05:00.001+08:00

I'll rmb the promise just now. Take good care okay. We'll do our best to change